Posted by energy-5

would like to share this something
i received, cause i thought it meant something....











A young man learns what's most important in life from the guy next door.

It had been some time since Jack had seen the old man.

College, girls, career, and life itself got in the way.

In fact, Jack moved clear across the country in pursuit of his
dreams.

There, in the rush of his busy life,

Jack had little time to think about the past and

often no time to spend with **his wife and son.

He was working on his future, and nothing could stop him.

Over the phone, his mother told him, 'Mr. Belser died last night.

The funeral is Wednesday.'

Memories flashed through his mind like an old newsreel

*as he sat quietly remembering his childhood days.

'Jack, did you hear me?'

'Oh sorry, Mom. Yes, I heard you. It's been so long since I thought
of him.

I'm sorry, but I honestly thought he died years ago,' Jack said.

'Well, he didn't forget you. Every time I saw him he'd ask how you
were doing. He'd reminisce about the many days you spent over

'his side of the fence' as he put it,' Mom told him.

'I loved that old house he lived in,' Jack said.

'You know, Jack, after your father died, Mr. Belser stepped in

to make sure you had a man's influence in your life,' she said.

'He's the one who taught me carpentry,' he said.

'I wouldn't be in this business if it weren't for him.

He spent a lot of time teaching me things he thought were
important..

Mom, I'll be there for the funeral,' Jack said.

As busy as he was, he kept his word.

Jack caught the next flight to his hometown.

Mr. Belser's funeral was small and uneventful.

He had no children of his own, and most of his relatives had passed
away.

The night before he had to return home,

Jack and his Mom stopped by to see the old house next door one more
time. Standing in the doorway, Jack paused for a moment.

It was like crossing over into another dimension, a leap through
space and time..

The house was exactly as he remembered.

Every step held memories.

Every picture, every piece of furniture..

Jack stopped suddenly.

'What's wrong, Jack?' his Mom asked.

'The box is gone,' he said.

'What box?' Mom asked.

'There was a small gold box that he kept locked on top of his desk.

I must have asked him a thousand times what was inside..

All he'd ever tell me was 'the thing I **value most,' Jack said.

*It was gone.*

Everything about the house was exactly how Jack remembered it,

except for the box. He figured someone from the Belser family had
taken it.

'Now I'll never know what was so valuable to him,'Jack said.

'I better get some sleep. I have an early flight home, Mom.'

It had been about two weeks since Mr. Belser died.

Returning home from work one day,

Jack discovered a note in his mailbox.

'Signature required on a package. No one at home.

Please stop by the main post office within the next three days,'
the note read.

Early the next day Jack retrieved the package.

The small box was old and looked like it had been mailed a hundred
years ago. The handwriting was difficult to read,

but the return address caught his attention.

'Mr. Harold Belser' it read.

Jack took the box out to his car and ripped open the package.

There inside was the gold box and an envelope.

Jack's hands shook as he read the note inside.

'Upon my death, please forward this box and its contents to Jack
Bennett.

It's the thing I valued most in my life.'

A small key was taped to the letter.

His heart racing, as tears filling his eyes!

Jack carefully unlocked the box.

There inside he found a beautiful gold pocket watch.

Running his fingers slowly over the finely etched casing, **he
unlatched the cover.

Inside he found these words engraved:

'Jack, thanks for your time! - Harold Belser.'

'The thing he valued most was..my time.'

Jack held the watch for a few minutes then called his office*

and cleared his appointments for the next two days.

'Why?' Janet, his assistant asked.
'I need some time to spend with my son,' he said.

'Oh, by the way, Janet..thanks for your time!'

'Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take

but by the moments that take our breath away,'





you might not want to spend time with me as much as i want to with you.
as time goes by, every second without you is a second wasted.
since we're far apart, i'll cherish every second i spend with you.
i know how it feels to miss somebody=)
but
though we're far apart, you'll always be in my heart.

beh tahannn

Posted by energy-5

The school split the class into 2.
half fly, half do dcat(next stage theory)
i choose to do dcat coz not enough planes and instructors.
hopefully more planes will come soon.

recently kena food poisoning.
vomit,fever etc.
beh tahann..
now better. but still...haiz
i wanna go home...
i wanna recover....
help.



ps: thx yew hoong for cleaning my fan=) next time clean yrs la...haha

cuti habis=(

Posted by energy-5

hari ini, saya dah balik kampung ipoh.
baru habis dua minggu cuti. SANGAT SEDIH.
rindu keluarga, rindu kawan.


tapi, cuti habis maksud start fly!=)
saya berasa SANGAT GEMBIRA.
sangat 'excited'.
harap tak ada delay lagi.


dua minggu yg lepas, banyak syok.
keluar banyak, enjoy banyak.
december 2 juga merupakan hari besar josslyn-hari jadinya.=)


christmas baru balik KL.
jumpa lagi kawan kawan=)
-ay-

Activities..extra co-curriculum=)

Posted by energy-5

Have been back in KL for holidays since last friday.
Have been constantly going out every night.

Friday, saturday night murni with a bunch of close friends=)
(Forgot what day) Kenneth, yeewah and me went near yeewah's house's mamak to have dinner.
Then after dinner, kenneth suggested to go shisha in another mamak.
It was my first time=)








Meet and had lunch with pikkei in the curve today.
She was doing some roadshow event thingy.
So much for my holiday=)




-ay-

One step nearer

Posted by energy-5

Haven't been updating lately.
Cause i've been having exams. But its over now=)
Ground school has officially ended!
That means we would probably take to the skies next week.




I'm feeling
EXCITED!!!




I can't wait=)
Buckle up!




in the sr-20 g3 cockpit










sr-20 g3


imissyou.
time to Fly.

back to catholic high school

Posted by energy-5

me, leeching, yeewah and chuwei went back to chs ystdy cuz our qm juniors having camp in school. they initially said want to go back to school cuz of qm camp. who knows their real purpose of goin back is to laugh at our qm ex-president,SUM.! i thought the same actually but that was a lil bit diff for me. hehe. excuse comin in. i haven't seen SUM in ages. if i'm not mistaken, the last time i saw him was the time we took our spm result.. the very first thing we asked him was why he won't smile every time v took photos with him BUT he did smile in every single photos taken with his gf.. this was how he looked when we took photos together last time



*dekricnesss*.. the seriousness
hahahaha

i found it was funny bcuz we've a Q&A session(we're not his parents) with him askin lotsa things about him n his gf. laughed at him. xp
we din really talk much with dekric cuz his mum was waiting him outside & before he went back there was this photo taken
he FINALLY smiled after we asked him to. xD

ching, me & eva.

ching & eva(view this photo n c carefully) our eyes r look alike and have a deep eyesbag


not bad what. quite alike. =p
can enter hollywood dy.


me & kar jun(currently student advisor of qm)

taken by *evil* ching


eva-this was the last photos b4 we left school instead of the last with karjun lar.
u know wat i mean huh.? ching, rmb wat eva said ?

eh. the last 2 photos r a MUST to post it. =p

the weather was extremely hot
2 of them miss tapak perhimpunan so much
ret*** joking only ya.

we planned to go neway at puchong but ended up went pasar malam n *tapao* foods to eva's hse
below was the foods we bought.

foods for only 3 of us- me ching n eva. chuwei went back early cuz she had to go to her aunt's hse
banyak right.?! result of eva kept on tellin not enuf not enuf. then we buy n buy n buy.



J

Posted by energy-5

Two steps removed from every thing I thought I knew
There's no remedy
I see your face in every single thing I do
You change me
Your laugh intoxicating
One touch and I'm negating everything around
Take me and I'm yours
I only want you anymore
I kiss the ground

If you want to know the truth,
You make or break my day
If you want to know the truth
I wouldn't have it any other way

I rest my head from running circles 'round my mind
On why you let go
No answers to be found, romances don't rewind
I guess I'll never know
Why your absence is devastating
No touch to calm my head and everyone around
You leave me when I'm yours
'cause you don't want me anymore
I hit the ground, yeah

If you want to know the truth, 
You make or break my day
If you want to know the truth
I wouldn't have it any other way, yeah

If you want to know the truth, 
You make or break my day
If you want to know the truth
I wouldn't have it any other way

If you want to know the truth, 
You make or break my day
If you want to know the truth
I wouldn't have it any other way
Any other way
If you want to know the truth, 
You make or break my day
Any other way
If you want to know the truth, 
You make or break my day
Any other way

the truth.

tell me what to do =/

Be a good girl =)

Posted by Yee Hui

Be a good girl.
Try not to backstab your Friends anymore. Also your family members.
Try to make things clear, cause it hurts.
Grow up, physically and mentally.
Good luck in everything. Anything.
Take care, i'm sure that was gonna be the last time we talk.
Bye.











It's okay thou you were fucking wrong.
If you think you were right.

bird's eye view=)

Posted by energy-5

This monday, we had a trip to the ATC tower.
It was an unforgettable experience since i rarely get the chance.
Super lot of buttons, super nice view=)

Coincidently, we were just in time to see the raja muda of perak landing on private jet.
Besides that, we were also able to see one of our students taking off in a twin engine plane.
It was very fun.



AWESOME!




eurocopter taking flight=)




the controls...




listening=)



the raja muda getting off the plane..



bird's eye view=)



SR-20



batch 10/08..im behind=)




what a fun day=))
when will be the next time?







-Ay-

different

Posted by energy-5

Now i understand when people tend to say the phrase
'words cannot explain'
because that is how i feel.=)
its been 2weeks since i left home.
but it felt like 2months or maybe more. long daysssss.


Specially for you=)




3doors down-here by me

I hope you’re doing fine out there without me
'Cause I'm not doing so good without you
The things I thought you'd never know about me
Were the things I guess you always understood
So how could I have been so blind for all these years
I guess I only see the truth through all this fear of living without you


And everything I have in this world
And all that I'll ever be
It could all fall down around me
Just as long as I have you right here by me


I can’t take another day without you
'Cause, baby, I could never make it on my own
I've been waiting so long just to hold you
And to be back in your arms where I belong
I'm sorry I can't always find the words to say
But everything I've ever known gets swept away
Inside of your love


And everything I have in this world
All that I'll ever be
It could all fall down around me
Just as long as I have you right here by me


As the days roll on I see
Time is standing still for me
When you’re not here
I’m sorry I can’t always find the words to say
Everything I’ve ever known gets swept away
Inside of your love


And everything I have in this world
And all that i'll ever be
It could all fall down around me
Just as long as I have you right here by me



Dont want to close my eyes
I dont want to fall asleep







Cause Id miss you baby
And I dont want to miss a thing

-ay-

roti TELUR

Posted by energy-5

post it to share with u all cuz i found this is funny.
this is the roti TELUR i ate at the air-condition mamak
can considered as curry house,somewhere near utar xD

can see the egg..?

it cost me rm2 !
i know it's reasonable price for a roti telur at curry hse yet there's only a "BIG TELUR" around the flour.
!@#$%%^&*

J

A start

Posted by energy-5

I'M ALIVE


I've finally started in integrated training & services.
Registration was on wednesday. I was kinda nervous as i was the only student 'without' a parent.
My batch is the biggest in the school's history totaling up to 28students.
I'm the only chinese there so its kinda sad case...LOL
There's also a portuguese and an indian. The rest of my classmates are local malays.
But everything's fine. They're kinda friendly. So no prob=)




still smiling?=)



Life in ipoh is still ok.
Staying at my aunt's place. Not sure when i'll be back though.
Having school camp next weekend.
All the best for those taking exams=)



all u need to do is trust yourself and just try yr best.
dont worry too much. that would be enough.
all the best to you. hope to see u soon. miss u lots!



-ay-

A new beginning, a new chapter=)

Posted by energy-5

Phew....
Its been a long 10months waiting. I've been having my so called 'holidays'.
Finally, i'm REALLY starting. All set guys.
Feeling excited, nervous.


Looking back on the last 10months, even though i literally 'did nothing', it somehow felt like i did more than nothing..u get it dont you??
yeahh...did nothing but did something...

oohh..SCREW it laa..

Was suppose to start back in july. Due to some technical problems, i didnt start.
I didnt mind starting later cause i wasnt ready that time. It felt like i was missing something.
Fortunately, god granted me the 2nd chance to go back and spend more time with people.
I'm glad that i spend lots of time with u and u and u......
Though it wasn't much, but at least there is still something to remember=)


So, this is it.
A new beginning, a new chapter.
Leaving behind what i hold most dear to me, chasing what used to be just a dream.
HE will make a way=)



man i miss the good old days=)





-ay-



i know you have good thoughts..i understand what you're trying to say..
but i'll keep holding on..n never let go..



=))))))

Posted by energy-5

Thurs night was AWESOME.
We went to MOS.



lyn,yeewah and becky broke their 'egg'.
seems like they had fun.
so did everyone else.



i ACCIDENTALLY heard someone saying that she'll go there to 'look see' and sit there for the whole night.
BUT....haha...spend most of the time on the dance floor...
and.................JJ WASTED!!lol...


pictures......






the girls..




lousy yewhoong...


last night......

jackasses wannabe.....half-naked at the roundabout 12midnight

I'm currently in ipoh. FINALLY starting on wednesday.

i'll miss everyone=)

-Ay-

i wish i could change things...remember what i said..you'll always be in my heart.

FINALLY

Posted by energy-5

FINALLY sem 2 is over. sem 3 is coming in three weeks time mean i'll have 3 weeks hols before i start my last semester for my foundation year. i enjoy this hols so far becuz i can really rest n of cuz free of test n assignment are the best tension stuff i can nvr have to do. went to genting with my uni buddies few days ago, v bought our bus tickets at kl sentral at 8 sth which the earliest bus v could take is 9.15am. then went Mcd to have our breakfast n back to the bus station at ard 9.20am.

UNEXPECTEDLLY
,the bus already gone at 9.15 sharp. V missed the bus n hafta buy the tix again n waited another 1 n a half hr. can't blame anyone for this =( whoever 1 2 go genting by bus, advice to u all, go 5 or 10 minutes earlier cuz the bus is REALLY punctual. oh yea. i saw someone who is familiar with haeying frm her back at kl sentral. i was wonderin izzit really her den i tried to call her name. what's weird was she turned around with headphone on her ears. hahah. she didn't hear i was callin actually n told me tht dunno y she turned ard. lol. XD



gotta wait again after we knew we missed the bus =(

coincidence
all guys. lol

I played twice for this space shot.really enjoyed riding it.
haha.it can reach the peak of the genting.! =)
for those who haven't try: go ahead becuz it's really nice to c the view frm upthere n it's not tht scary as years ago.



flying coaster aka. superman.
lol.hafta pay xtra 12 bucks for riding this.it's not really worth it i think.it goes a way too fast n got to c ntg and can't feel the excitement. yet it's still okie cuz it was my first time. ^^

yeehui i think u like this very much XD

met another bunch of utarian there. it was really a damn cold night. 1 of them said we were actin macho becuz we wore shorts. lol. hw v know the cold wind was so strong. =p


can c petronas twin tower from here but it's too far to capture into the camera

m i standing lyk doin "tai ji"..? tht's wat my frens said so




energy & sis. how long would it takes for us to go genting together.? u all have been talking about this since years ago.haha.. ^_*


J
squared

done

Posted by energy-5

Finally, i've completed my last session of physio therapy. Went to selayang hospital for the last time. Today was longer than usual =(


9.30-reached there. get number to see orthopedic.

10.00-mum waits for name to be called while i undergo physio therapy in the hospital's gym.

11.30-mum calls me to inform my name has been called. END of physio session.

12.15-x-ray

1pm-called to see orthopedic=))

1.15-DONE


After everything was completed, i went for lunch with my cousin and mum.

Besides that, we guys had frisbee competition last saturday.
Somehow, same problems always occur over and over again when we go for frisbee competition.

There's always disagreements and stuff like that cause the rules are you call your own fouls.


Meaning NO REFEREE.


When you don't have a referee, arguments tend to occur.
Every frisbee competition i've been, if we have passed the group stages, one thing is for sure-all teams will start to discuss why this why that.....basically arguing laa....


Oh well, ignore the arguing=))))) i find frisbee fun!!!had a fun time with the guys and girls as well. Mon wei and grace did better than expected. Very 'pok meng'. HAHA..credit to them.


Somethings just won't change:
1. Our ever reluctant player-TEOH YEW HOONG. Complaining that he rather sleep than play even before the competition starts!!
2. Our 'laziest' player-WONG YEE HUI. Always says he ran out of 'super power' AT THE LAST MATCH.

Oh well, since the team is made up of such forgiving people, we forgive them=))))
Had a great time.






-Ay-





something different=)

Posted by energy-5

My 'holiday' has been the same mostly...
but today i did something different....

For the first time in my life, i had physio therapy for my bloody knees. This injury has always been with me but it wasn't so pain last time. So, i ignored the pain. Recently, as i went for training, the pain was TOO GEK TO HANDLE....haha...so i decided to see the orthopedic.

I went to selayang hospital to do my physio therapy. Arrived in the morning, waited for my name to be called. Physio therapy is SERIOUSLY DAMN BORING. The doctor ask me to keep doing certain exercises. Some exercises i cannot tahan..so, i 'tau kai' a bit...haha

Will be going to Melaka for vacation this friday. Can't wait. I need a break=)
Good luck to those who are going to have examsssss.



-Ay-

tagged

Posted by energy-5

1. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

2.Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. Are you allowed to have a bf/gf?
i think that would be a yes.

2. Describe urself in one word.
i cannot be described in one word

3. Who would you pick, someone who really loves you, or the one you love?
the one i love.

4. Have you ever loved someone BEFORE but never had the courage to tell him/her?
no idea.

5. Does it feel good to love?
sometimes.

6. God is giving u just 5 more minutes before going back to heaven, IF you love someone special what will you say to that person?
i wouldn't want that 5minutes.

7. What will you say to someone who doesn't want to believe you?
bluff you got money meh?

8. Was ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone?
no idea.

9. What' your opinion about someone who's jealous?
dunno

10. What can you say about playboys/playgirls?
one of a kind.

[[ * PART 2 * ]]

1. Best place to cry?
room i guess.

2. Who do you love the most?
family?

3. Tell us ur dream last night?
had many dreams

4. Ev5. The biggest & most hurtful lie you heard?
dont wanna remember.

The last person
you had a beer with?
my cousin.

Went to the movies with?
lyn

talked on the cell phone with?
mum,i think.

u yelled at?
mum

In the last week have you
Kissed someone?
mum

Danced crazy?
no

Think of the last time u were angry, why were u angry?
mum.bring me to some stupid exhibition.

If you could do anything OR wish anything, what would it be?
i'll keep this question to myself.

If you could have an all expense paid trip, where will you go?
heaven.

Would you or have you ever blackmailed someone?
NO.

Are you old fashioned?
dunno.you judge yrself.

What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back?
both as hard.

What things would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
dunno.

5 Facts About Me:
lazy

Where i had my first kiss
never had one.
5 things that scares me
scary stuff.

7 Songs Playing in My Head Lately
better in time
like only a woman can
inside of you
only 3.keeps repeating.

5 Things I treasure in My Life
everything in my life.
the other 4things i treasure is the same as the above.

7 Words/Things I Always Use
no idea.

tag:
dont feel like listing names.
u like then do lar.







-ay-

'holiday'

Posted by energy-5

you dont want to be me.
on 'holidays' for almost up to a year.
well, at least i know when im gonna start getting busy!
so i guess i better appreciate my 'holiday'
olympics, computer, go out with friends.
repeat that=my holiday
=)




-ay-

faith

Posted by energy-5




if you feel like giving up,have faith=)

crossroads of life

Posted by energy-5




I feel like i don't know what to do??
mixed feelings perhaps...
sometimes,you just can't stand it anymore..
you get fed up.
I've always wished that i could read the future,
or maybe having someone read it for me.
well, if someone could do that,wouldn't life be boring??



In months to come,
we'll have different places to go.
part of life i guess.
it makes things all the more complicated.
I once swore that somethings would never happen,
after 3 years plus,i guess I've gotta break that promise.
so how could i have been so blind for all these years,
I guess i only see the truth through all these fears.



you know when they say:
"if you never bet,you'll never have to lose."
but, you're one person i would bet on.




-ay-

Entering college's life.

Posted by energy-5

So,I guess No point repeating about my holidays again and again..
And I have just started my tertiary studies at Taylor's university college.
(diploma in quantity surveying)
On the first week, I had an orientation programme, what I did was the English placement test, thought that I could never passed it and will be sorted into remedial english class, because I did it very VERY badly, NO DOUBT... there were 3 sections of test. listening, reading comprehension and essay writing. Espeacially essay writing, I did it in the last 5 minutes as the lecturer told us the papers will be collected by 30minutes earlier.wth...So I just handed up the essay with one paragraph which is the introduction only.
After all, I was damn pressured and I din't know how to tell my parents about that, cos if i fail it they will charge me around RM1K and waste one semester time for taking remedial english whereas technical english is exempted.
HAHA. fortunatelly I past the test! how lucky.... Well... everything is gonna start from ZERO again! I'd better WORK hard on it.
Terry.

4th August

Posted by Yee Hui

I'm still still still on holiday and this is freaking bored.
I love holiday either. And I kinda love my life. I think it's much more interesting than some lifeless nerd and those who always hide themselves in cyber cafe.
Didn't touch basketball for months and my mom had no chance complaining about washing my dirty smelly horny basketball jerseys and swimming trunk. My ex-teammates complained. I don't play sports anymore.
Been to club really often lately. Sometimes thrice/twice in a week. I always got plan in mind to save money but I just can't make it. Damn sick.
Went Maison twice last week, on the Ladies night and Saturday. Angelyne had a party there and there was a cigarette event going on.
Weikhai's first time to Maison. =)




























double kill =p

Posted by energy-5

Nothing much has been happening of late.
I am still having 'holidays' as school has not started for me.Yew hoong had his orientation on Monday so that leaves me the only one having not started my studies.




Yesterday,went to mid valley with my friend. After dinner,while we were walking around,
we saw SAMY V. He's as usual, FAT. Full of our money. and guess where did he come out from.................A CUT ABOVE.I mean, he got no hair guys. Why did he go waste OUR MONEY and go to a cut above??why cant he just go to the road side barber...LOL
Anyway, the dark knight never failed to entertain me for the second time=) it was fun.



Today, i went to curve with my family.Dad said we need to buy groceries.So,we went there to meet my mum who is working there. After i dropped my dad, i went to park the car. As i was walking to my mum's office, i saw
LEE CHOONG WEI and MEW CHOO(i think thats her name). And so, followed my parents to tesco and then went home.

Good luck in the olympics choong wei and mew choo=)




-ay-

27th July

Posted by Yee Hui

I'm back. Johor is really a dead town but Singapore is literally cool.
We wasted one whole day in Johor. Singapore is really fun and i fucking miss that heaven.
What we did were kept eating and hanging around Orchard road.
My holiday is damn long and I need more MONEY to spend.
I miss last night. It was the bomb and hopefully next week the same plan as well.
I think our blog is so dead and boring. It's time to change. =)
bye.




Aikon Aikon Aikon.


S-uffering-ELANGOR Basketball Training Camp

Posted by energy-5

is about....
PLAYING
EATING
and
SLEEPING.
day1 ( friday)
6.00pm-gathered
8.oopm-10.30pm-training
11.30pm-supper
1.00am-bed time
(whao... tough training...it's okayyy.. i can do it.. =)
day2 ( saturday)
7.00am-11.30-training
12.30-lunch
2pm-5pm-friendly match
( exhausted...wei khai, adrian and I were thinking of a reason to quit...><>
7pm-dinner
8.30pm-10.30pm-training
12.00am-bed time
(.... too tiring....tomorrow morning i'm not going to run the few KMs AGAIN I SWEAR!...but...Haaa...)
day3 (sunday)
(muscle ache, difficult to move.)
7.am-11.30am-training
( I'm dead )
SEE YaaaAAA Coachhh~~~~~ =)
(don't think i'm going next week)
Terry.Tyh

Leona Lewis-better in time

Posted by energy-5





Better in time





It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Go in, come in, thought I heard a knock
Who's there? No one, thinking that I deserved it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
You didn't notice, you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is, I'ma be okay

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too, oh yeah
(It'll all get better in time)
Even though I really loved you
I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to
(It'll all get better in time)

How could I turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me?
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings?

If I'm dreaming, don't wanna let, hurt my feelings
But that's the path, I believe in
And I know that, time will heal it
You didn't notice, you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is, I'ma be okay

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too, oh yeah
(It'll all get better in time)
Even though I really loved you
I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to
(It'll all get better in time)

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go so I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is, I'll be fine without you
Yes, I will

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too, oh
(It'll all get better in time)
Even though I really loved you
I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to, yes, I do
(It'll all get better in time)

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too, yeah
(It'll all get better in time)
And even though I really loved you
I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to








I LOVE THIS SONG.hopefully it gets better in time=)
-Ay-

Thurs 17th

Posted by Yee Hui

Didn't blog for like ages.
Part of the reasons was because of the final exam.
I took my result today and overall was okay.
Passed my Malaysian Studies and got distinction for accounting.
Going Johor and then Singapore on tomorrow with the 11 years friend boonhau.
See you peeps. =))))

back=)

Posted by energy-5

Hey fellas, I'M BACK!!

Recently, a cadet pilot in the ipoh flying school(the school i am going to study in)crashed.
A lot of people ask me this question-are you not afraid??







my answer: i'm better than that. BRING IT ON!!!!!LOL..



-Ay-




Judged

Posted by energy-5

news arrvied in the afternoon....

BAD NEWS

I wont be starting my course this month.Unfortunately, the julai intake is full=(

I'm gonna have to wait again....

So, I'LL BE BACK........soon=)






-Ay-

days...

Posted by energy-5

today was COOL...LOL

woke up at 8.30-ate dim sum with cousins family=)

9.30-finish breakfast,went driving ard with them...

11-reach back,use computer

12-reach jusco(one of their 'counted good shopping malls')lol...went down from 1st floor to ground floor and i was like this is the whole complex??2 floors??okayyyyyyyy.....
then lunch with cousins and my cousins friend..

2.30-back to house,computer again.......

5-my FIRST MOTORCYCLE RIDE...cousin brought me ard on his motor...lol...

5.15-motor lessons from my cousin!!!(what to do??want to try to become mat rempit mar...haha)

6.30-dinner

8-haircut=) from my PhD(professional hair-dresser) cousin..lol

9-computer........

So much for my day=)








-Ay-

Hanging in the balance=(

Posted by energy-5



Hello everybody!!I'm in ipoh waiting to start my course, but unfortunately confirmation for me to get in the school has been delayed day after day.....

Haiz...SUPER BORING!!

Well, i came here to study right??not for vacation.=( ended up wasting time chilling....
Hate to play the waiting game.Should be able to get confirmation on friday><

HOPEFULLY LAR!!haha...







-Ay-

HowCouldThisHappenToMe?

Posted by Yee Hui

I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light.
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I'm lying here tonight
And I can’t STAND the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t STAND the pain
How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
The night goes on as I’m fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold
On to a time when
Nothing mattered
And I can’t explain
What happened and I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t
How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
The night goes on as I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
The night goes on as I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?














This is just too fuck to happen.
Being brother with you was really a joke.
LMAO.